Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Yeah probably I have lots of time to spend for myself other than Tuesdays and late
Fridays. I was often fustrated at my friggen messy desk so I decided to clear it in a "once in a life-time" opportunity.
Then, it was where my fate and destiny stumbled apon my old collection of dusty
and yellowish paper rust sketchbooks. So I just took a quick skim at what kind of shit I did long
time ago and to tell you the truth, I'm embarassed that I actually drew such ugly creatures before.
Anatomy out of shape and typical anime looks. But I guess everyone grows from
trash anyway. Well maybe for me... And me... And only me... But wait! Albert Einstien did as well! Whoopez! Nah its a demise of self consolidation.
Probably what I'm doing now is trash as well. I actually tried sleeping while doing a handstand and thats probably the "lowest life thing" I've ever did in my entire life. Or maybe boozing was the most time consuming thing I've ever did.
Also, I thought of my childhood, being the cute little asshole I am who often only hurl swearwords or expired cheese at people's table... Wait, cheese doesn't expire =\
Its a fact for me that growing up is a pain in the ass. As you grow older you want to think about what others think about you so you will want to look good infront of them but you never know if they do cause you don't wanna ask them straight that kind of shit. But for the sake of having an exceptional hope for a good career and to drive a nice Audi TT Coupe or to buy a probably 4th-hand RX-7 I will stand still and recieve my maturity proudly upside down.
Ehem, actually I lied. I was never mature in the first place :)
Fridays. I was often fustrated at my friggen messy desk so I decided to clear it in a "once in a life-time" opportunity.
Then, it was where my fate and destiny stumbled apon my old collection of dusty
and yellowish paper rust sketchbooks. So I just took a quick skim at what kind of shit I did long
time ago and to tell you the truth, I'm embarassed that I actually drew such ugly creatures before.
Anatomy out of shape and typical anime looks. But I guess everyone grows from
trash anyway. Well maybe for me... And me... And only me... But wait! Albert Einstien did as well! Whoopez! Nah its a demise of self consolidation.
Probably what I'm doing now is trash as well. I actually tried sleeping while doing a handstand and thats probably the "lowest life thing" I've ever did in my entire life. Or maybe boozing was the most time consuming thing I've ever did.
Also, I thought of my childhood, being the cute little asshole I am who often only hurl swearwords or expired cheese at people's table... Wait, cheese doesn't expire =\
Its a fact for me that growing up is a pain in the ass. As you grow older you want to think about what others think about you so you will want to look good infront of them but you never know if they do cause you don't wanna ask them straight that kind of shit. But for the sake of having an exceptional hope for a good career and to drive a nice Audi TT Coupe or to buy a probably 4th-hand RX-7 I will stand still and recieve my maturity proudly upside down.
Ehem, actually I lied. I was never mature in the first place :)
Pissing @ 5:46 AM